Thursday, October 29, 2009

trust


this really make me spinning gasing la bebeh...

huhuuhhhuhh...

she ask me abt the past...

i dnt knw how to tell her...

but i let her know even not all of it....



the truth is i dnt wnt to rmmbr anymore abt the past...

i dnt wnna tell the stry abt the past...

bcz tht can make she dnt believe me anymore....

wt a sad bebeh....

in the reason of tht i dnt wnt to tell the stry...




we're strt a new relationship...

let's make a new life....

the past became a lesson to us...

if we let the stry out...

thts make us the weakness person in ths world...

but it dsnt means tht i'm not take care of u.....

dnst mean tht i dnt love u....

dnst mean tht i dnt miss u.....

u got the rite to feel tht way.....

but dnt let the feeling cntrol u......



if u really wanna know abt me.....

dnt listen to a fren tht just knew me in second.....

ask my ex....

let she stry the whole thng abt me...

wther its good or bad...
it's up 2 u how to jugde me from ur eye's....




how we gnna get tru this relatioship if u dnt have a trust on me anymore....

i told u already tht if just u n its always u...

no alse....

but.....

let u judge me by ur eye's....

but i wnna say is...

trust me

i'm not playing wth ur heart...

i'm not gnna let u down...

i'm always wth u...

loving u...

missing u...

waiting for u....





Tuesday, October 27, 2009

menghitung hari


nothing to text about today
feel's like
damn bored

i'm still waiting for my applycation disember intake
for all IPTA.
but for interview's uitm intake i'm fail
just waiting the result this november
AAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

YA ALLAH..
BANTULA HAMBAMU INI
JIKALAU TAK MAMPU AKU GEMBIRAKAN HATI INI
MAKA ENGKAU GEMBIRAKAN LAH KEDUA IBU BAPA KU
DENGAN MEMBERI AKU RUANG MELANJUTKAN PEMBELAJARAN KU
KERNA DENGAN CARA INI DAPAT MELEGAKAN SEGALA RESAH DAN GELISAH YANG BERMAIN DI KOTAK FIKIRAN MEREKA
AMIN...........



mum n dad keep asking about the applycation
it's not my job to know when it's going out
but wt i do know is
in november
it's realy a nite mare to me...wargh!!!!!!!!!
i'm very hope tht i can go furture my stady
even tht was not my 1st choise
but alhamdulillah kalo dpt
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i need to go....
out from bp
change my life
my self



last for lovely
GENDOT
thnkz for this
love u..........