Thursday, May 20, 2010

12 TAHUN KEMUDIAN

inilah wajah2 kesayangan
guru-guru aku di awal persekolahan dahulu
sangat rindu dengan mereka
lepas 12 tahun berpisah akhirnya dapat jumpa balik
dapat juga aku capai impian nak datang semula
thank kepada fazila , khalilur , naqiub , erma dan ogy
sebab temankan aku dan sudi luangkan masa sama-sama
until next time datang dengan jumlah yang lebih ramai
kita gamatkan lagi suasana sekolah lama kita

Monday, May 17, 2010

JOURNEY

its a new things on me.
ahhahaa
for the 1st time i'm bikes by my own back from BP to KL
ahhaha
4 hours journey with my kazen UDIN
nothing diffrent if i can compare when on ride with the bus
hahahahha
just get my butt sick
ouchhhhhhh
but still loving it
yeah
vvvrrrroooommmmmmmmmm

Thursday, May 13, 2010

DOWN .. AND I DONT KNOW WHY ...

there's a possibility

if all that i have right now
will be that all i can't get forever
how possibile that will it be
feel kind a confius with it
just need someone who can guide me up
sometimes i feel so weak inside
somebody asking me y???
but there's no answer


life just once
how all of us make it better then before
how we as a person who live under one roof can tolerate with others
can we be nice??
can we be such a honest person??
can we be very lovely person???
who dare to answer that????



sometime the answer that we give might not be the same as the reality situasion that we face off
how can i tell my love one that I'm the one
how can i let she know that i'm the one who gonna keep her save
how can i do all that????
how she gonna react??
how she's reply's me back???
I was hoping that she can be with me all the time



how can i tell mum that im not good??
how mum will react if theres somethig she dont know???
what will dad do if he know's something bad about me???
actually how GOOD am i???
sometime i just had much question the the answer
last thing i can ever do is ...


BERDOA
&

TAWAKAL

Sunday, May 9, 2010

SALAM PERPISAHAN .. AL-FATIHAH


this is my lovely granny
she's the mother of my father
all her grndchild called her as Tok Mak
tak sempat nak menatap kali terakhir sebelum pemergiannya
apa yang aku sempat lihat masa last kenduri kat rumah atok after aku habis exm sebelum memulakan latihan kat UM
alhamdulillah sempat juga pesan kat arwah suruh jaga diri dan mkn ubt untuk sihat
tapi apakan daya hari pemergiannya aku xsempat nak menatap
8/5/2010
jam 8.00 pagi
tanpa mandi pagi dan hanya gosok gigi hantar kakak ke sekolah sebab dia kerja
ayah dan mama pula siap2 nk ke hospital muar lawat tok mak
aku x ikut sebab nak hantar kereta pergi servis
niat petang lepas kakak balik kerja mmg nk dtg
jam 10.15 mama tepon say's tok mak dah tenat dan soh aku amik kakak terus ke muar
aku pun pecut terus ke muar
sampai je tok mak sudah meninggal
sebak sangat2 x sempat nak tatap tapi tabahkan juga hati ini .. selawat dan fatihah untuk atok
ask my sis dnt let my younger sis tau pasal ne sebab petang dia ada exm
tapi xtau kenapa my young sis daripada pagi dia kata hati x sedap
yelah dia pun rapat dengan atok sebab pernah jaga masa atok sakit dulu b4 dia pergi blaja
mungkin sebab tu dia dapat rasa
tapi apa pun pemergian atok mengumpulkan semua ahli keluarga
yang jarang2 balik .. balik juga .. cume xsempat nak menatap ..
al-fatihah kat tok mak
puan jamilah .. kami sekeluarga menyayangi anda
moga roh atok di cucuri rahmat .. aminnnnnnnnnnnnn

Saturday, May 8, 2010

TERIMA KASIH MAMA

genapnya 9 bulan 10 hari
bernafasnya aku didunia ini pada tarikh 30.3.1989
sejak daripada itu dunia yang nyata ini aku kenali
aku belajar berjalan
bercakap
bermain
berkasih sayang
dan bermacam lagi
lahirnya aku daripada perut seorang ibu yang mengandungkan aku selama itu
menampung beratnya aku didalam rahimnya
tanpa rasa penat dan mengeluh
ibu dengan penuh kesabran
penuh rasa sayang dan cintanya dia kepada diriku
melahirkan aku kedunia ini
kasih sayang ibuku pada diri ini tiada belah bahagi
jahatnya aku , kurang ajarnya aku , degilnya aku
dia tetap menyayangi diri ini
tetap menegur aku dan senantiasa menerima diri ini
sejujurnya
AKU SANGGUP KEHILANGAN CINTA SEORANG KEKASIH DARIPADA HILANGNYA KASIH SAYANG SEORANG IBU
thnkz 4 evrything mum
i'm gonna mke u proud of me oneday , evryday
SALAM HARI IBU
sayang mama

Thursday, May 6, 2010

EXTRA


today i learn something diffrent
something new
something i mite use for the becoming technic classes
that night on the 1st day of training with pak aji , kak munie , kak nurul , syah , poh gee and me
poh gee ask me and syah if we wanna join his extra free classes dance technic

it is yes for me n syah
syah already learn the technic classes but its nothing wrong if he still wanna join the classes
but for me its good
y do i say that
because poh gee will tutor me and my batch for dance technic 3 for our 4
3rd sem
well its new for me learn the diffrent and the high level of technic in dance

its more on ballet and contemparory style
its good for me because the classes technic mite use in any kind of contemparory dance
so if i already knew how the body proses in evry single movement
so its easy for me to get the "AIR" of the dance

yeah its kind tired after the classes
but if this kind of classes , i will aloud my body to dance every day
poh gee teach me or in the short he PUSH me to get the step 1st before i get the tune

hahahahhaa
its kind like a monkey when i look myself at the mirror doing his technic
nevermind i'm mite use to in the future
but i love the classes
poh gee let me know the wrong side of point and turn out the leg
the style of doing jumping , sliding , and many more
most of the name on the technic nAme is in FRANCE
because the basic or the pioneer of the dance come from ballet before the other style of dance rise up
so lots of the name kind wired to hear but i have to do
the classes was fun
and i hope
i mite use this classe for my 3rd dance technic in my 3rd sem
just 1 thing to get it
i must work hard and smart ....
EXTRA CLASS IN SEM BREAK
BEST....................

FOR THE LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP


dancing is all about something to speak
something that we voice it out from evry sgle step that we make
the expression of the dance
the feel , the emotion , the passion
we can feel from the moment dancer make their 1st step
the combination of the music make the dance a live
some style of dance tell's a farytale story
some of it tell's true story
some of it also just for fun and enjoy



for me dance is about everything
nowaday my life its all about dancing
its about friendship , love , sharing , learning and much more
dancing its just about u doing the step from 1 till 8
its as all about how u make the step to make it alive
most of the contamparory dance creat thier piece by using the true stry of the lifetime
this how they show people what arts is all about
dance is good for health because it make ur body move , sweat ang keep u have an healthy lifestyle



i love to dance
i love to be a dancer
i love to creat a dance
i love everything about the dance n the dance floor
every single step makes me feel pasion , relax
and dancing helps me to release my tension from everysingle problem that makes me weak
sometime i'm crying while i was dance
some time i dont feel hurt even the step i was doing is killing me up
never mind
because dance is about passion
i love it ...
but i thing that 've dreaming for the rest of my live
i wanna dance with my LOVE one ..
who will it be???

Saturday, May 1, 2010

FEEL SO GOOD


melompat lebih tinggi yeah sebabnya
kegembiraan ini sangat terasa
aku lepaskan luahkan segalanya
terus terang saja
xd smpan2
direct je
alhmdllh
respon yang baik
syukur
mungkin mcm cepat
tapi slow2 dulu
insyaallah
kuatkan semangat baru aku ini untuk bekalan sepanjang masa
moga ianya membawa seribu makna dalam hidup ini dan dapat memenuhi segala kekosongan
amin ...........